Who am I anymore?!

A lot has happened. A lot is going on. So what better way to procrastinate, let write about it!

We’re moving house, and soon! Do I want to sort through and pack all the things? No! But I have to.

This move is actually a good thing. It’s a massive upgrade for us. I’ll have an office space and won’t have to do my makeup or videos at the dining table anymore!

And I can start implementing all the things I learned at this years PIT Stop Marketing and Media Mavens, held in Melbourne 2 weeks ago.

Now, I can’t share what I learned but I can tell you it’s got the ball rolling for me to grow my business. I’m so lucky we get these trainings from corporate every quarter. They fill my cup and then some! I’m inspired to do all the things. Even get fit.

We made a video during the event for the #GitUpChallenge. I can’t say no to a challenge. I was in the front row dancing my heart out, as I do. On the playback, it opened my eyes. This sounds incredibly vain, but I did not like what I saw of myself. I finally saw myself from a different perspective. I’ll admit, it was hard to handle. Is that what I really look like? Not the person I portray in my selfies at all. I feel like a hypocrite.

Time to challenge myself to change my ways.

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There was a makeup training day on Sunday just gone, led by a gorgeous gal I really admire. I was asked beforehand to get up and speak in front of 70 or so people, on a panel about doing the makeup artist certification, SeneBlends. In front of my peers and leaders. I couldn’t say no. I was quite flattered to be asked! Now, I’m terrible at public speaking, but I wasn’t nervous, I just got up there, answered a few questions and felt really good!

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Who am I anymore?! I didn’t go completely blank and spoke confidently. Because I love what I do.

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I have met so many incredible women along the way these past 21 months that have helped shape me into the person I am in this moment. I want to do the same for others.